"Everybody loves a monster .but I'm not a monster. I'm a human being who was faced with fear in a traumatic circumstance. I didn't know how to handle, but I loved that little girl and yes I made a poor choice," said DeJaynes. "I did not suffocate my little girl. I wish I didn't have to be taken away from my little boy to give her the justice she needs."Baby "Isabella Marie," as she was named by Liverpool police, was found in a trash dumpster outside an apartment complex on Pearl Street on January 6, 2011. DeJaynes was arrested nine days after the baby was found, after being released from a medical facility where she was reportedly treated for complications from the pregnancy.